I miss PL. I miss my sec school friends. I really do.
The images of us together just flashed through my mind just now.
We need to meet up. Like catch up, seriously.

It's like nowadays, there's hardly even time to go out.
Weekends are burnt off studying/ doing council work.
Homework is like piling up, and the mountain is never shrinking.
Tell me how, tell me when, all these misery will end?

Feel so shitty. There's exceptionally SO MUCH things to do this weekends,
yet, i havent really touched my homework.
Have been collating the mentee reviews since last night. i put them according to classes, to underline the key points and to add in additional comments by others. It's like, took me SO LONG to completely get everything settled.
Typed out minutes for yesterdat's GM. not too bad, 6 pages.
Zi jian has yet to send me his mentors for invest, COME ON!
DAMN.

Life is a chore. Life is a burden.
School is a chore. School is a huge burden.
Keywords : CHORE, BURDEN.

Gayathri's telling me about this music gig thing.
And like whether person Z has told me anything about it.
Person Z and I used to be very close.
Not anymore. Ever since he left PJ, it's like we're not friends anymore.
It's like i exist in a world different from his.
I dunno, we never talk. we never even say HI.
Those 2 letters were so common last year. God knows what happened this year.
But still, it's like, sometimes i feel empty.
The thought of him not being in our class. It's like, whoa, empty.
The laughter, the accent.
It's not like i love him or smth, but he was such a great friend to me.
Someone i could always trust and count on.

I guess times change.
My best friend last year, person X is like not my bff anymore.
It's like, we hardly talk.
We just wave and say hi. It's like, there's no more this ultimate closeness.
Last year, we used to talk on the phone for like hours.
Now, it's completely different.
I wonder if she even has my number not.
We've really moved on. Friends come and go, but true friends stay with you forever.
I understand that sentence's meaning.
Really. I really do.

Have been spending quite some time with my mentees lately.
Janzen Koh and Chrismin Yeo.
Vote for them. ((= You're making the right choice.

Oh wells. Bio SPA and Chem SPA were a little screwed up.
Stupid shit. Dumbass.
Whatever, the past is the past.
Let's focus on the future.

Oh did i mention, my cousin got 6As for A levels.
CONGRATS SHAAM!
Yep, it's like WHOA! He's one smart guy.

I was so motivated by the top scorers who had 20 points, 19points for L1R5.
It's like even they can do it.
What about me? a 14-pointer. I sure hope i can.
I will work extra hard to reach the goal.
Duh, who doesnt want to. But will i make empty promises again?

I slacked alot in sec school.
didnt give my 100% for O levels.
Shit. Dumb shit.. I dont want the same thing to happen again.

All these aside, I donated blood for the first time that day.
Super cool. Felt dizzy for some instances, but it was okay after that 2 cups of milo.
Apparently, my blood count's 12.6
0.1 higher than the minimum requirement.

People say i look slimmer than last year. At least DONGSHENG exclaims so.
I think so too. ((= That's a good sign.

Oh Wanru, don't worry too much about it. Everything will be fine.
Im not going to intervene anyways..

Hey girl, you know im talking about you.
Don't dwell on the fact that it's a D.
Come on, i shared with you a real life testament.
You can definitely get an A this time.
Trust me. ((= You're loved.