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Saturday, April 18, 2009

title:{Now how..}

I feel so emotional.
Sucks.

I feel so weak.
Sucks.

I feel so worried.
Sucks.

I feel..

These few days, so much things have happened.
Now is just the beginning.. and yet, there's so much conflict,
so much pain, agony, disrespect, hatred, jealousy, and bad attitude.

I mean seriously, i feel so bad for you. To the extent that i cannot believe those were what you actually said. You're a freaking girl, hello? Okay, let's not let gender come in to intervene. But still, I'm so speechless when i hear about matters like this. This isn't the first time. You do realise that by you reacting that way, others are put in such difficult position, that they are constantly plagued by it too. I mean like, havent you ever thought before you meant those words. Or are you the person who never thinks before you speak. Perhaps, you need some help, in terms of anger management and managing pressure.

I'm not saying that you're lousy, you're stupid, you're bitchy...
But to me, you're IMMATURE BEYOND anything else. Please la. You're a seventeen year old, at least, going to be. These kinda things shouldn't be coming from your mouth, and you totally distroyed the good impression that i have about you already. C'mon, we all know that not everyone is perfect. Yes, i agree. BUT, you could have avoided such situations now, if you had reacted and responded in a different light.

You're so rude. I swear that if you said that to me, i'll just give you a tight slap. Seriously. I think that you can adapt well into any place that you're given. Don't just put aside opportunities like this, when they come by. Everything is done for a reason. Everything happens for a reason. If you keep having the mindset that you are not going to adapt into this environment, or like if you keep living in self-denial that things are supposed to go your way but didnt, then i have got nothing to say to you. You will live you next 1.5years in such pain and hatred...

Well, this doesnt only apply to you. It applies to everyone and anyone who feels it applies to you.

I feel so sad, and disturbed that the successors are like this. Like there's so much conflict, so much hatred in the air, it's hard to even trust anyone nowadays. It's like, you guys have to work together for so many more months. And time will really FLY. There's no time and place to stop and wait for miracles to happen between 2 enemies, so-called. Take the initiative to do smth about it, like to improve on current situations. Perhaps, it was just a misunderstanding..

How about you, what are your feelings like..

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